Nityananda! Gauranga! Hare Krishna!
If we want to have a continuous supply of deep spiritual, Gauranga-Krishna Conscious insights on our path, we have to be ready to again and again pay the required price. But do we actually know the price? We have some general idea of the price we have to pay to attain our ultimate desired goal. Yet this supreme goal consists of many sub-goals which we have to achieve in our day-to-day life. It is a step by step progress. This progress has its specifics in connection to each and every individual. Generalization will not help us much. What is needed is a sincere, aware and consequent self-analysis in order to wash away the countless layers of misconception covering our souls. That will prove successful only if we give up the self-defeating tendency rooted deep within us. And that is only possible by sufficient spiritual merit and by the full mercy got out of effectively associating with saintly devotees of the Lord.